Wednesday, October 10, 2007
9:43 PM
Whats left of us?
this is damn sad. today is the last day of school. before the o levels. last day when we will all have lessons together. laugh together,talk to each other. when mrs loke walked around to shake our hands and wished us luck just now. i felt so sad. its like everything in damai is coming to a close. all these 4 years. had so much fun. and when mr poon made that meaningful speech, i swear my heart did those kinda fluttering thingy when im sad. as though its turning in my ribs. then i remembered about joseph and i. and how we ended with us being strangers. its not wierd alr i guess i've already put it all behind me. but the saddest part is of course us not being able to even be friends. suck shit. celebrated those pple born in october november and december just now. didnt wanna eat the cake,looked tempting but i forgoed it. gave it to joel. but its not cuz im evil and i want him to get fatter than me. hmm, maybe its also that reason. but most of all. i really dont wanna eat it cuz my throat is kinda bad. feels scratchy and itchy. well,i gotta go now. eating my lunch. rice~ blog later. 11 more days to o levels. 27 more days to liberation day.