has it been a very long time already? i dont quite remember when was the last time i added a post. hmm,busy period of my life lol. O LEVELS> study like hell for what? was so demoralized yesterday because i dont really know how to do the geography paper. i mean i studied so hard for it and in the end i dont know how to do? sad. walked home with rasina,we went to buy chocolates. then,yesterday- whole day slacked at home. so so tired. exhausted already.
today is the 26th. if you peeps ever remember. 26th has been a very special day for me always. but not since the last few months. when i spend all the 26ths of each month alone. that day at the library. i saw the wallet that i bought for him for his birthday. hui yee bought the same thing for edmund. dont know why. i was damn sad. quite some stuffs have happened before the o levels. and its because of those tiny stuffs that i've decided to move on. no point staying here when you're the only one alone- you know? anyways,im sure evryone will do well for o levels. i just dont happen to be part of the everyone.
thats okays. worse comes to worse,i'll go for a poly? its not like i have a choice. life is never what i want it to be. those who say that; they're uber hypocritical.
no point trying to lie about me living in my utopia. because this is reality and reality is cruel. im here alone.