okays. time for a huggggeeeeeeee YIPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEE!!~ the prelims are over over over! but the big trauma has yet to arrive. went to the beach yesterday. to relax and to feel some breeze. the weather's good yesterday, pretty clouds and bright sunshine. CAUSING ME TO EXPERIENCE A SUNBURN. its painful. i cant stand it,my skin is like red,and its aching. i was wearing a green tank top and then when i got home, i can even see the outline of my tank on my skin. its like really red on the sides,and then come to the middle of my back,suddenly turn pale again.
-____________________-"' ugly! and also very pain. i went with hui ting and wei ling. the waves are very soothing,crashing gently against my feet. it feels so good. i drew many things on the sand.
last time,i remember,when i came with wei ling. (before the break up) the mood i had was so diferent,. it was one that's more carefree and happy. blissful. i remember i wrote i love J on the sand. so nice and everything felt so right then.
but now,my mood tells a different story. it brings a different feeling. one thats more of tense and fear. as though i'll die without being really happy. i dont know man. whats wrong with me?
i say i'll be really happy. forget about the past, welcome the future with open arms. however it seems a lil difficult. but i aint gonna give up. im gonna hold all the pain. yes reality just crashed on me. and i got a sudden epiphany. im gonna live.
so back to beach day. lol we found the perfect place to pick shells. many beautiful ones. small big. you name it they have it. so we were like picking and picking. people walking past us like we're looking for something in the sand surrounding the trees. then we walked so far, my legs barely ached. but theirs do,wahahahas. we went past the ski area. and laughed loudly*esp hui ting* when the people fell off their boards. evil but yes,very hilarious. then i ate ice soursop. so SOUR. made my mouth muscles clench. lol. and then we went home. after we went to the library for some cool air. very fun day, but the effects of a sunburn, ah,the effects~ goddamn painful. now its still red in colour. and my mother and sista laugh when they saw the different tones of colours on my back. HEY! ITS NOT FUNNY~ but woots- i had a fun day yesterday(: ciao~
till the next important hurdle, support me okays!? (: