im still sick T____________T when will i recover man? im feeling so fed up eating medicine, and not being allowed to eat chocolates. my endorphin): my substitute for happiness. people come and go, my mom says. but some people,you will remember forever. and,she says, joseph is that one who you will. Remember forever. and it may not be due to just those memories. it may be largely due to how he has smashed the silver platter. The platter that holds your heart. Thats what she says. i dont wanna think about it. im forcing myself to study. Venice is so difficult! i hate it. i cant get it into my mind. is it because im sick? i dont know. im feeling real lousy. blog another day. wish me luck for my exams! goodnight.